Inner Dialogue

I've been overcome lately with an almost intense feeling of humility, wondering whether or not I am up to the task before me. Am I ready for this? Am I ready for the reality of something I've thought about for a really long time actually happening in *my* life? I'm not so sure. Do I have enough energy to focus on someone else? Am I really who he seems to think I am? This doesn't feel like I thought it would feel... it feels settled, balanced, natural, and normal. Not sure what else I expected. I've written before that I would often know if something was right if I felt a sense of peace about it. I think that's what I am feeling here. Peaceful and very humble.