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November 11, 2008

curioser and curioser...

In response to a FableVision Ambassador, who asked the question "Do you have any ideas..."

I enjoyed our talk also. Stuff like this always gets me thinking in lots of interesting and creative ways. I'd like to CC Paul & Bill on this because I am sure they've got some great input to share. I'd be interested in learning more about the focus that FableVision wants to take with the ambassadors, and with the company in general. There's a theory of curriculum development called "backwards design" that applies to all sorts of different areas (sound familiar Paul?). Most people start with a general idea of what they want. They create activities, write tests, etc, but are never quite sure if they are hitting the mark. In backwards design, the initial focus is on what "enduring understandings" you want the students (the teachers, the parents) to come away with. You then decide what it will take to assess those understandings and finally create activities that will help participants learn what they need to learn to reach those goals. With an eye towards the end result from the very beginning, you are able to create a more focused learning experience.


How does that apply here? As I was listening to all of the things you wanted to do (blog, sharing space, ambassador profiles, etc), I heard all about the activities, but I wasn't quite clear on what "enduring understandings" we are trying to get at. In this case, it would be how to tie in the "corporate" mission of FableVision with what the ambassadors are doing. Are we looking for some Ish-missionaries to carry forth the vision to others in a grassroots sort of way? Word of mouth and passionate participants are a very effective way to spread the word. Does the company want to expand this program? In what ways? and for what purposes?

A focus on growing the business is a very legitimate one. Marketing, promotions, presentations, etc all serve the purpose to get out the word about product. However, there is another way to focus... on the mission of helping all learners discover their true potential. The products become a tool to achieve that mission but aren't the actual purpose of the company. It's a delicate balance because any business manager will remind you that you have to sell stuff to pay the bills. They are right but I tend to believe that if you sell the dream (as Guy Kawasaki writes about), the rest will fall into place.

There might already be answers to all of these questions that I am not aware of. I am sure that Paul, Pete, and the rest of the gang have thought through and dreamt about where it might all go someday. When you ask me for suggestions on what tools to use to bring the ambassadors together though, it would be helpful to have an understanding of what the purpose is for all of this effort. It feels like there is sort of a shotgun approach to what is being used... blogs, profiles, docs, etc, but not a sense of purpose (that I am aware of... these might already all be addressed). What value are we going to add to the lives of these teachers who so strongly believe in the mission of FableVision that they are willing to spend their time sharing what they know? How can we make it easier for them to communicate and collaborate? How can we go to THEIR space without making them go through a lot of extra work to come to OURS?? In what ways can we give the users ownership over the content and the technology so that they can create a space where they receive information that is personally relevant? And how do we do all of this without burning out the moderator/facilitator, who after all, has a day job and real life to attend to also? lol. There are lots of ways this can go... it's exciting really!

Just to give you a little background on myself... I've been a teacher all my life, really. Started playing school with my stuffed animals, progressed to organizing a personal library of books I'd check out to neighbor kids and playing school with all of them (I was always the teacher). I taught 4-H projects as a Jr. and Teen leader, taught patrons how to do geneology work at the local Family History Library, and taught more 4-H projects as a club leader years later. Of course, I didn't pay any attention to any of that and took the scenic route to my BA (9 years) because I couldn't quite figure out what I wanted to be when I grew up (among other things). I earned my degree in lingusitics because understanding how people use language is really cool, and was hired to teach a 1-unit class about the internet in 1997 at the local community college (we talked about gopherspace and newsgroups!). From the moment I stepped into my first college class, I knew I had found my calling in life and I've been there ever since. My experience at Pepperdine (MA Ed Tech) helped me clarify my personal mission and gave me a voice to express my passions about teaching and learning. Currently I teach computer science at a community college and engage in lots of outreach to the K12 students in the area by drawing them in with lego robotics. College CAN be a fun place that they CAN come to some day!

My favorite moments are when I am sitting on the floor with a group of kids, when I light a fire of curiosity in students, when I am able to bring together teachers to create and collaborate, and when I have earned the trust of those who were afraid to take risks on learning and are now learning to soar (I call those my Jonathan moments- as in Seagull). I have lots of experience facilitating learning communities online and oncampus, formal and informal (from a 3000 member goat lovers forum to a national 4-H leaders forum to a group of local geeks who just want to have fun together). You happen to catch me at a very opportune time in my own quest to redefine exactly how I can best use my skills and passions to participate in something that I can get excited about again... I think this might be fun :)

So... do I have ideas? lol... just a few ;) I'm looking forward to the conversation!    

November 10, 2008

taking a risk

posted by a student in my Tech Management grad class this week:

My experience so far has been great. I did start with some hesitance in creating some new accounts for the assignments or for this class in general. However, I tried at least 3 new things (by joining and creating an account) where I am able to experience first hand myself versus having a pre-conception of what the applications or tools will help me. I truely didn't think I would really learn anything form FaceBook, Twitter, LinkedIn or even Flcker. However, I did learn that I'm still way behind in technology somewhat but I exposed myself a bit and took some risk for the purpose of trying new things out. I wouldn't say I am an expert, but I think by exploring around that I'm learning a great deal. An example is synching or going mobile with FaceBook which happened to work out well since I got an iPhone the same week school started. The nice thing is always trying to find a way for better time management which is what I look for with a busy schedule that I have. Also, I am always looking for ways to network for work professionally and I started that already with LinkedIn, but I can see twitter and FaceBook will help out a bit, if not for professional network at least for other social networks which can lead to greater opportunities. It could also mean just learning from others and self growth, not necessary a job opportunity or something.

November 8, 2008

around a campfire

I am coming to a realization that part of the problem is that there are people I want to have closer to me. My community is too dispersed. Part of my overall frustration is that those I would like to lift up and support are too far away for me to be of any effective use.  Another part is that when I need some uplift and support, there is no one really around. I am a believer in the power of technology to bring people together, but sometimes you just need to sit across a campfire from people and talk. That has been sorely missing.

July 10, 2008

reconnect to the past

Almost exactly five years ago, my life began a major shift into directions unknown, into an uncertain future. I had built a life, had developed relationships, had charted a path down a well worn and familiar trail. It was a shift that had begun imperceptibly many years before, the events of which eventually snowballed into a rift of epic proportions. I didn't just stray off the road; I moved over to an entirely different highway, having faith that it would all work out for the best if I just stayed true to my convictions and put the best interests of my children at the forefront of my decision making process.

Although lots of thinking and introspection went into the decision, the events that followed did not allow for much reflection at the time. I received an email today that reminded me that one of the casualties of such a shift is often relationships. When we split, I broke ranks with the protocol of a very traditional religious group. I no longer fit into the picture of what a Mormon wife should be. I had been an active member. I held callings in Primary for years. I brought my children to all of the social events like Thanksgiving dinner and Pioneer celebrations. People were still cordial, but no one really called to see how I was doing. I didn't get any dinner invitations. And when I stopped showing up altogether, it seemed like no one even noticed. There were people I really enjoyed spending time with, enjoyed learning from... but it seemed like all of those connections were broken along with the broken marriage. I was too far into survival mode to follow up and by the time I emerged, the distance seemed impossible to recover.

Every once in a while, I make it back to my past and see people I knew. It's a different world. I miss people sometimes, but I'm not sure what I can do about it. Time only moves forward. I guess it's always possible to reconnect. At least I hope so.

July 1, 2008

my network

I was reminded today that i do have connections, that I do have a network that I have developed, and even though I have not taken advantage of that, it is there should I need to. Once before, when I was backed into a corner and felt there was no way out, I got an email that gave me the same reminder and shook me out of my self-imposed depression and into action. I was able to connect with that network, who in turn connected with their network, and managed to pull together enough opportunities to make it through a very difficult time.

I'm not in a corner now, not at the moment anyhow, but I am facing some decisions that might change the direction I am currently heading in. Part of the distress around the current circumstance has been not being able to envision other opportunities, other ways to use the talents that I have to do what I love. Tonight I spent several hours talking with a friend who indirectly reminded me that I am part of a larger network, social and professional, and that there are those who would be happy to help me make the connections I might need in the future. "Ask the impossible question" he said, because you never know what answer you might get. Even if the outcome isn't what you immediately expected, you have no idea where it might lead down the road. They are there if I need them.

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May 17, 2008

RCS School Board Application

Occupation Professor of Computer Science, Cerro Coso Community College

Previous board experience currently Site Council member & secretary, Inyokern Elementary School

Areas of expertise/contributions you feel you can make:

As a college professor, one of the biggest problems I see from students coming out of the traditional public school system is the inability to engage in self-motivated and self-directed learning. Their ability to problem solve and think creatively are skills that are often sadly lacking. Education is no longer about memorizing facts for a test. Students need to be better prepared for 21st century careers that demand they know how to find, interpret, analyze, synthesize, create, and utilize information and teachers need to be better supported to help students prepare for careers that may not even exist yet.

I believe my background experiences and education will help me share this vision with the Charter School community. I spent several years as a K12 substitute teacher. I have homeschooled my older children. I have been a community college technology professor teaching both students and faculty for over 11 years. I have participated in educational outreach activities to the K-12 students in our area. I have an MA in educational technology from Pepperdine University. Most importantly, however, I am a parent who cares about the education my children receive and I have a desire to help make that the best possible experience for them and classmates.

Why you are interested in serving on the RCS board:

As the mother of five and stepmother of three, ranging in ages from 2-20, I have a long-running interest in the educational system my children are involved in. I also have a strong belief in community service and feel this is a place I can make a positive contribution. I have been impressed with what I have seen at Charter this year and would like to help guide the direction of the school in the years to come. I am excited about the possibility of working with the students, teachers and staff to help them define and realize their vision for what this school can become!

May 10, 2008

Favorite Tweets

On twitter, you can save posts you especially like to a favorites list. Here are some that have caught my attention recently.


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May 8, 2008

tweet for help

I got an email tonight asking for approval of a computer literacy course outline revision. I'm slated to teach a section of this class in the fall. In past discussions, I've expressed a strong opinion that this class should focus on basic concepts and not specific software, something that has been just as strongly opposed. The revision included a reference to said specific software, so I felt it necessary to respond. I didn't want to just toss out an unfounded opinion however. I sent out a tweet for help...


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Almost instantly, I got what I was looking for, from Seattle, Ridgecrest, and Southern California. Read from the bottom up:

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May 6, 2008

TO: State Board of Education

TO: State Board of Education
RE: Ridgecrest Charter School

We are writing this letter in support of the continued accreditation of Ridgecrest Charter School. As the parents of eight children and as an educator, we have been very happy with the education our children are receiving at RCS. The teachers have consistently worked hard to provide a solid educational environment where standards are taught and supported and academic outcomes are rigorously pursued while staying mindful of the best interest of each individual child. The administration maintains open communication with parents and students, and it appears that the faculty is well supported in their efforts to teach our children.

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TweetTalk

SMS to Steve tonight:

Engaged in a cool tweet talk about evils of msoffice, politics in America, ed tech & red golden retrievers.
Twitter is cool!

April 24, 2008

girl friends

Been thinking about girl friends lately. You know, friends who are girls? For me personally, there aren't really many of those, mostly by choice, I suppose. Even in high school, I mostly hung out with the cowboys and geeks (mutually exclusive groups, for the most part). Ok, well, I dated cowboys and hung out with geeks (what can I say... Wranglers were irresistible!). I'm about to celebrate a 20th anniversary with my oldest friend. According to all of the literature we are supposed to give each other china for this momentous occasion. I'm thinking a trip to Vegas might work better ;) As far as I can remember, we've only ever really had one semi-major tiff, it was about a man, and she was right. I've been involved in the EYH program for two years now and see a bunch of women there I'd like to get to know. I was just invited to their monthly luncheon and am actually really looking forward to it. I've not ever been into the hang out at the coffee house crowd, let's go get our nails done group (although I do like getting my nails done once in a while), foo foo types of chicks. I really enjoy spending time with women who don't complain, who don't focus on themselves, and who have a way of making me think about things in unusual ways. It's always hard to pinpoint exactly what those traits are, the ones that really attract me to people, and really, it's the same for men and for women. I guess you just see it a lot less often in the ladies, which is sad. Smart chicks. Girl geeks. Strong, intelligent, non-whiny women. Doesn't mean they don't complain. Doesn't mean they can't get on a rant now and again. Doesn't mean they can't clean up nicely if the occasion calls for it. It just means that there are no pretenses, no airs, no hidden agendas or motivations that you have to wonder about. I can get along with most of the other ones, but if I have to choose where I'd like to spend my already limited time, make an emotional investment, it is with these types of people, men or women.

April 10, 2008

"have to" vs "want to" participation

Every once in a while something clicks and begins to make sense. This morning it happened on my way to work as I was driving on mental auto-pilot. I really am thankful for the 25 minute drive to work because if I lived closer I wouldn't get the uninterrupted time to think that driving for a while always affords me. It is one of the only times in an otherwise very overbooked day that I get to myself.

I began to think about the computer club and some of the participation issues that have happened this year... about the robotic challenge project coming up this summer.. about the cool lunch yesterday with Steve, Eric, Dom, and Chris... about education in general... seemingly disconnected thoughts that started pulling together into a cohesive picture.

I began to think about communities of practice, of learning communities, of the difference between formal and informal interactions, between "have to" participation and "want to" participation. I turned inward and thought about my own motivations and goals, and about what situations get me excited to learn and engage. Looking back at the club activities through that lens, I saw very clearly why things changed this year in unexpected ways. After what by all measures was an amazing year last year, I fully expected this year to be more of the same, and was very excited by the people we had involved as officers. Last year we flew by the seat of our pants most of the time. We organized events over lunch or at movie night parties or while running around Second Life exploring what there was to see there.

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April 8, 2008

a mentor

I had a lunch meeting today that might have possibly renewed my faith in education, at least locally. It was a meeting I'd been trying to figure out how to have for almost a year, but I wasn't sure how to go about getting it set up. In a nutshell, I've been looking for an academic mentor for quite some time, which is an interesting role to be in since typically I am the mentor for other people. However, I am at the point in my career where I need to define some things, where I need to decide how I want to proceed, and having a mentor at times like that is invaluable. I wasn't sure if it would be appropriate to ask this person due to protocol or politics or whatever else stands in the way of stuff like this, but I followed my instincts and did anyhow. My request was warmly received and we had a great time today.

She and I share a philosophy of education, and outlook about life, a passion for what we do. We are both champions of the community college cause and we both believe in the power of education to change lives. When we decide to engage in a cause, we do it all the way...apparently neither one of us knows how to do anything halfway - if we are going to give, we give it our all. She has the honesty and integrity to just tell it like it is, no holds barred, and I respect that. I found out that she was just a few years older than I am now when she started her PhD and I found out the reasons she decided to go that course. It wasn't easy, but it was worth it.

We parted ways and decided that this was something we would like to do on a regular basis. I think there is much I can learn from this person and I am looking forward to developing a friendship with her. When the people who focus on the "administration of education" rear their ugly heads, I just need to remember that there are, indeed, others out there who share the vision of what education can and should be. The other ones just aren't worth my time!

April 3, 2008

Twitter Support

Read from the bottom up :)

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November 18, 2007

Pre-Thanksgiving

The deck was officially broken in last night with our pre-Thanksgiving dinner and it was a lot of fun. We had some friends and family over that won't be able to make it on Thursday so we did the whole feast thing... turkey... stuffing... side dishes... lots of desserts... more food than we knew what to do with (although we seemed to figure it out!). We started eating around 3 and when the sun set, we cranked up the fire. There is something about sitting around a fire that draws people out into conversation. After a while, we put in Transformers for the kids (big and little) and everyone gathered in the living room to watch. It was a fun, relaxing, enjoyable evening... more to follow I hope :)

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November 9, 2007

it's what you do

a message to a new teacher I mentor:

sometimes being a teacher means investing a lot of yourself into those that you have stewardship over...

although I missed academic senate yesterday, i did submit my proxy ballot to Dennis so my votes did get counted...

the reason i went to lunch instead wasn't just to blow off my faculty duties and "have fun"...

it was because it was important to invest time into people who needed me more than the faculty at CC...

i ended up taking one of those people to bakersfield last night, to KMC, for a psych eval, thinking he would be admitted for some much needed help...

got there around 8pm...

stayed there until almost 2am when he was released, basically without services...

got to bed at 4am...

alarm went off at 6:30am to get kids to school...

sometimes, that's what you do because they aren't just students, they are people with real lives, real issues, real goals, dreams, hopes, and aspirations...

and sometimes...

they just need someone to believe in them and show that they care.

being a teacher is more than just standing up in front of a classroom full of students...

it means standing up for what is right and for who they are.

yes, i realize i am rambling (sleep deprivation will do that to you)...

but i wanted to share with you a little of why I make some of the choices I make...

it's not about the paperwork and the pencil-pushing...

it's all about priorities...

but really...

it's all about people.

October 15, 2007

mashup

I just saw a headline in this month's eSchool News that "Online social networks hold promise for learning" and talked to the class for a minute about how students are already using multiple communication spaces like IM, text messaging, MySpace and other tools. I joked that this article was typical... official education often follows the lead of students who are already ahead of the game.

So, I'm sitting in the front of the class just now while they are watching a movie. One of my alumni students is sitting in the back because he wanted to see it also. A message popped up from a student working out on the help desk. What follows is a mash-up of IM and SMS technologies to get a message from one person to another:

Katherine_IM: Hey Debby, can you ask Joey to come out here for a sec

me_IM: he's in the back of the room and i'm up front... a movie is on

Katherine_IM: arg

me_IM: sorry [frown]
text message him

Katherine_IM: Thanx anyway
I can't
My phone isn't working

me_IM: let me try

Katherine_IM: thanx

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October 14, 2007

Desert Empire Fair 2007

Cerro Coso Community College was well represented at the Desert Empire Fair this year with three different exhibitions - the general college booth, the Automotive Hybrid Car booth, and the Students Intrigued by Technology booth. I think I was at the fair almost the entire time and it was a wonderful opportunity to talk about what we do up here. Between the three areas we had set up, fair visitors saw Cerro Coso at just about every turn!


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As always, it was a huge group effort and many thanks to all of those who worked, brought in supplies, etc. I'd especially like to thank John Daly and his crew, who as always, did a phenomenal job of getting things set up. Michelle Montemayor was instrumental in organizing and coordinating our S.I.T. booth. We couldn't have pulled it off without her! Everyone who worked one of the booths, including lots and lots of students, deserves a big hand for representing our college in such a positive way.

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October 8, 2007

me vs us

I had one of those moments of realizations this morning about why what someone in particular does that bothers me so much. I was trying to look at what she does compared to what I do and pull out the similarities and differences. We both send out messages to the campus community about activities that we are involved in. I think the major difference is that her messages are all about "look at what *I* am doing" and my messages are all about "look at what *we* are doing". It's a totally different perception. At every turn, I am more than happy to give credit and kudos to all of the others that I know make what I do possible and more than happy to step back and let the spotlight shine elsewhere. I think that's a MAJOR reason why what this person does rubs me in such a wrong way.

June 22, 2007

group hug

They wouldn't let me leave without a group picture. There's a story behind each one of these people. I was there at the beginning of their journey through OMET and I was here as they finished things up. It's exciting to see how far they have come in such a short period of time. It's not about the technology. It's about the relationships. It's the people that count in this program and if they don't take anything away but that from their year at pepperdine, they will have a lesson well learned.

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May 25, 2007

kinda cool...

...that one of my students IMd me this morning and asked me if I wanted to go to lunch with him. Not for any other reason than to just hang out for a bit. We went to Casa Java, my first time eating there. Awesome sandwiches. I don't know what kind of bread that was but it was the BEST!

May 23, 2007

participatory governance

Tonight I attended the town hall meeting regarding revisions to the Kern County animal control ordinance. I enjoy participating in local forum like this. They are usually educational and often entertaining. Tonight's discussion involved modifications to the number of animals that would be allowed without permit in county areas. At least 70 people packed the Inyokern Senior Center at 6pm. The meeting was to solicit public comment and concern about the changes. I found a couple of things interesting, particularly how many people really had no idea how the whole process worked.

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May 19, 2007

The bottom line

Friday was an awesome day for a lot of different reasons. If you want the bottom line, skip to the end. Otherwise read on for the detailed version. I was at school getting some paperwork done, but really too excited about things to really focus on the mundane stuff in front of me, so I ended up walking around the library talking to people. One of the students who has been on the periphery of the group all year, and who we have worked really hard at trying to bring into the fold, came up with his mom. I saw him pointing out my office to her so I went over to say hi. He had brought her up to meet me and get some things done. It was fun to talk to her about some of the things we are doing and to encourage him to participate more in our activities.

Around noon, I took Dominick to lunch and Eric came along. I always have to kick into intellectual mode around him but I really enjoy it. We ate lunch at Sizzler and discussed a research idea that Eric is working on for his doctoral application essay. I loved his idea about exploring the relationship between algorithms (what we think) and programming (what we do). He always brings in a linguistic tie that I find very interesting, so it was a great conversation.

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May 15, 2007

It's a wrap

Tonight was the last night of robo class. As always, mixed feelings. Glad the semester is over, for a lot of reasons, but I will really miss that class. How many students leave a class proud to be alumni? Wanting shirts professing they are "Robo-Vets"? This whole class did! The energy, the enthusiasm, the motivation, the crazy pace and insane ideas... that all fuels my own passion for learning. I think my favorite part of tonight, however, was sitting around the table with my robo-vets after the projects ran. The not-so-newbies were in the room breaking down and cleaning up while we debriefed each group. I had the grade sheet, but as a team, we discussed what the grade should be. Alex, Joe, Dominick, Eric, Chuck, Robert, and Mike all contributed to the final assessment. As we sat around and talked, I kept thinking what a cool thing this was, this peer assessment. I learned so much from their comments, as they came up with things I would not have thought about. It is an amazing collaboration, this robo class, one in which newbies rub elbows with knowbies, where those who have experience have an opportunity to mentor and teach their peers, where we all get an opportunity to expand our knowledge by associating with robo-friends from the community. I've said it before, but it's worth repeating... there is magic in those little plastic bricks, something that facilitates social learning on levels that almost nothing can duplicate. I can't wait until next semester!

May 10, 2007

it's just a couch

The awards banquet today was set up in the student center with tables, podium, etc. They moved the couches and other misc furniture outside on the patio in a corner to make more room. So Josh and I are sitting there in the middle of the presentations, room full of people including the Kern Community College Board of Trustees, the ENTIRE Cerro Coso administration, many faculty, students, family, and friends... and we glance outside... only to notice that Frank and Brady had decided to relocate the couches to someplace more comfortable. As we are watching them move the furniture (in full view of EVERYONE), I turned to Josh and whispered... "just don't tell anyone they are MY students!"

For the official record: I know nothing. I have no idea who these people are. I don't know where they got such subversive ideas. And if I am asked, I will claim plausible deniablity.

off the record: ROFL!


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CIS Student of the Year: Joshua Montemayor
Adjunct Professor of the Year: Dan Johnson
w00t!
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April 26, 2007

on the periphery

A new guy showed up in Robo class Tuesday night. I like that my students are bringing in their friends and other interested parties to our class. It means that they think our group is a good place to share with others. It also gives us an opportunity to broaden our reach. I think often of my role as facilitator of this diverse and dynamic group of people. It's a subtle dance of personalities, unique quirks, interests and relationships. I take very seriously my role in all of this... just enough to help oil the wheels but not enough to impede progress. Sometimes it's like a juggling act, trying to balance all of their needs and interests, matching people to people, connecting ideas to the real world. Making connections... that's what I do best.

April 22, 2007

an insight

Driving into work this morning, I spent most of the 25 minutes thinking about what I wrote earlier today. It dawned on me that the major issue at the moment is slack. Not slacking off, but lack of slack time to process deep thoughts and gel them into ideas I can articulate.

And then, when I got here, a message came across my plate that was like a splash of cool water on the firestorm, another subtle arrow under the armor, that told me I am not in it alone. Words can't even express the depth of my feelings for those people in my life that let me know, in so many different ways, that they are there to support me, that they understand what it is I am trying to do. They see me for who I really am and still like me despite my faults. Once again, I am reminded of just how blessed I really am.

April 18, 2007

watchdogs

Just got a call from Joe at school wondering if someone was supposed to be in my office, because someone was (it's a legit thing). Got several IMs throughout the day and a myspace message or two wondering how I was doing. It's not often I spend an entire day in bed, but today was one such day. Nice to know there are people who care enough to check up on me :)

April 14, 2007

Snort

Have you ever laughed so hard you had tears in your eyes? that your side hurt? that you SNORTED! That was dinner last night at the pizza place after our KRV activity. I don't think it would be prudent to share all the details, but it reminded me, once again, why I love these guys so much. They make me SMILE!

April 11, 2007

found him

Yesterday, one of our guys went MIA. Didn't see him on campus, didn't get any instant messages, didn't get any emails. That was very unusual because normally I hear from him in a variety of ways throughout the day and if he's going somewhere he usually says something. He didn't show up to the robo class that evening so I started to get worried, especially after a couple of the guys said he wasn't in math class earlier in the day. I don't like to be intrusive, but on the way home I called and asked Joe to stop by his house to check. The roommate didn't seem to know much either, thinking that he was up at the college with us, and mentioning that he had gone to a doctor's appointment earlier in the day. Joe drove around town to the dr offices and didn't see the truck. At this point it was 11:30pm and there wasn't too much we could do. I was just hoping he would show up at the college since he didn't have a cell phone we could call. Today by lunch time, still nothing, so Joe and I decided that he would swing by the house again after his class and I would start calling around. As I was going to check on my mail a little later, here came Dom walking toward the library. What a relief!! I told him we were worried and he shared a little with me about what was up.

When I was talking with some of the guys about where Dom could be, we all agreed that it was like a part of our family was missing. I can't even imagine what we would do if he wasn't around and I am so glad that he is!!

April 1, 2007

what makes us different

Dan and I were talking last night about how amazed we were at what had been accomplished. Something we both thought would take all week was finished in a day. I wondered aloud if there were other groups of students on campus who were like us, because I think we both recognized that there is a lot more involved in this than just a "club". The night before, at the improv talent show, we had spent some time outside with the drama guys, many of whom I know. I was there with a bunch of my guys and they were all clowning around. I sensed a similar community among those students as well.

I was thinking about it again this morning. What makes us different? And what was it about the drama guys that struck me as similar? What other groups on campus might match that same criteria? The baseball team perhaps? And then I realized, it was really quite simple...

We not only work together, we play together... and sometimes we even cry together.

Those are the ties that bind us together. Those are the bonds through which a community can grow and flourish.

March 31, 2007

Computer Recycling Project

How do geeks spend their first weekend of Spring Break? Parting out old Pentium I, II, and III computers, of course. Our club is working with the campus IT department. We provide the manpower to sanitize hard drives, salvage usable components, and sort parts into recycle stacks. In exchange, the club gets to keep the more usable PIIIs and upgrade them with the salvaged parts. The college clears out a huge backlog of old machines and our guys get toys to play with :) It's a win-win situation!

At dinner time, I made them all go outside and experience something rather foreign to my geek squad... sunlight, blue sky, and fresh air. They resisted at first, but they have learned that with me, resistance is futile. I made them kick around a soccer ball and play frisbee for a while. We ate pizza, played around, and took a breather from the work indoors. They couldn't wait to get back inside and on to their tasks, however.

Sometime after dark, two of the faculty came in to visit and I think they were blown away by what they saw. Later on, the dad of my daughter's friend came to pick her up and couldn't believe all these people were here working this hard, especially when I told him they weren't getting paid or getting units. Why were they there then? Because they are technologists, and where computers are, they will follow. Where else would they be?

At the end of the day (which came around 11pm), around 20 people had put in time from noon on, parting out almost 100 machines. I still couldn't get some of them to go and finally had to push them out the door. We plan on meeting again tomorrow to implement Phase II of our project and I expect that I will see the same energy and enthusiasm as I did today. I told someone tonight that there isn't a day that goes by that I don't wake up and count my blessings to be a part of such an amazing group of people. Everyone should be so fortunate :)

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March 27, 2007

common culture

I told Gavin the other day that he could only be a card-carrying member of the Nerd Herd when he could recite his favorite quote from Monte Python, verbatim, and with the appropriate accent. We have created a shared culture in this group, one that revolves around Python Quotes, curiousity about new technology, lego robotics, SNL skits, and explosives. One person can start to gallop like a horse and another will do the coconut clap to follow. We have shared experiences ("what happens in the van stays in the van!"), common aspirations (we WILL make it work!), and the trust it takes to make mistakes and learn from them. We give each other a hard time, all the time, but we know that in the end, we are there for each other. That's what a community is all about :)

Nerd Herd World Tour: Day 3

I'm almost recovered (with emphasis on the ALMOST) from the Nerd Herd World Tour. I'm finally recouperated enough to write up the last day. We had a 15 passenger van and a car or two in our caravan, travelled about 700 miles total, visited two University of California campuses, and got to see inside a supercomputer, eat in a campus dining commons, and play on Laguna Beach at sunset among many other things. Quite a journey. Suffice to say that next time I am including a NDA as part of the paperwork to sign as our motto for this trip became "what happens in the van stays in the van!".

Saturday morning started in Lake Forest as we kicked back and ate breakfast. Some folks played chess, while others skateboarded or just relaxed as we got ready to start the day's activities. We then drove down to San Diego to watch the regional FIRST Robotics competition. Unbelieveable energy as teams of high school kids worked together to complete the challenge. We had the opportunity to visit with the teams from Mojave (Where's Waldo) and Tehachapi (CyberDucks). Both were excited about the idea of working with us when we get back home and I learned more about sponsoring a high school team here in Ridgecrest. I definitely think this is something we can do!

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March 23, 2007

The Nerd Herd World Tour - Day Two

Stardate Intergalactic Time: 190324.1519.40

Yesterday (Friday) morning started off with breakfast at UC Riverside (again, we got a LOT for our $3!) before meeting up with a campus tour guide to take a tour of the entire campus. We learned the UCR was founded as a land grant agriculture university and that they have created numerous varieties of citrus and other crops that are being grown today. Did you know that they have the largest collection of sci fi and fantasy books in North America? And that they have a copy of Fahrenheit 451 bound in asbestos? And remember those 6' hissing Madagascar cockroaches that starred in Fear Factor? Guess where those came from? Yummy!

We piled into the van and headed south to the UC San Diego Supercomputer. After checking in with Dr. Ross Walker, computational chemist and SuperComputer SuperGeek, we had lunch on campus. What exactly is a SuperComputer? Well here are some specs:

* IBM DataStar, which offers 15.6 teraflops of compute power
* IBM BlueGene eServer, which provides 17.2 teraflops of compute power
* TeraGrid Cluster, which offers 4.1 teraflops Linux cluster that is part of the national TeraGrid distributed platform
* 25 petabytes of archival data storage and 1.4 petabytes of online disk storage

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March 22, 2007

UC Riverside - The Nerd Herd is on the move!

Thursday we all piled into vans and trucks and headed south to UC Riverside. After taking the scenic tour of the campus (ie: getting lost walking around) we arrived at the VisLab were PhD candidate Rui Li have us a tour of their research facilities. After that we went to the bookstore to pick up some goodies (like Ninja and Pirate bandaids) before heading to the housing office to get set up for the night. After students were paired with their Ambassadors we went to the dining commons. Have you ever seen young men in an All-You-Can-Eat dining hall? We sure got our $3 worth!!

Pictures are up at http://flickr.com/photos/debbyk/sets/72157600017459811/. I'll fill in more details when we get home.

On tomorrow's agenda? A campus tour of UCR before heading south for the UC SanDiego Supercomputer Center where one of their research scientists will give us a tour of their facilities. Tonight we are spending the night in Lake Forest. Can anyone say LAGUNA BEACH??

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March 21, 2007

Where I'll Be

Here's what I'll be doing for the next few days. Taking about a dozen of the nerd herd and heading south. It's gonna be a blast!

Thursday
Arrive at Cerro Coso library parking lot 8:30am
Leave Cerro Coso 9am
UCR Lunch - noon
Tour of UCR VisLab (http://vislab.ucr.edu) - 2pm Led by Rui Li, PhD student

The Visualization and Intelligent Systems Laboratory (VISLab) is involved in basic and applied research developing intelligent systems for automatic object recognition, learning in computer vision and pattern recognition, multimodal biometrics, image and video databases, autonomous navigation, network monitoring and intrusion detection, remote sensing, manufacturing, and various industrial, medical, and biological applications. It undertakes research in computer vision, pattern recognition, image processing, machine learning, artificial intelligence, multimedia databases, robotics, man/machine interfaces, computer graphics, CAD/CAM, geometric modeling, perception, transportation, and the environment. Research is also directed for integrating computer graphics, computer vision and image processing in scientific and engineering applications.

Friday
University of San Diego Supercomputer Center - 2pm
http://www.sdsc.edu/
Tour Time: Friday, 2pm
Tour Host: Dr. Ross Walker

Ross (PhD, Computational Chemistry) is formally trained as a computational chemist but has diversified into the life sciences arena. He has extensive experience in Molecular Dynamics simulations and is an active developer of both AMBER and CHARMM. He has considerable experience in porting and optimizing molecular dynamics codes for massively parallel computers. Ross has worked with both message passing and threads-based programming paradigms. His research work is centered on force field development, QM/MM MD development, and enzyme reaction path modelling.

Founded in 1985, the San Diego Supercomputer Center (SDSC) enables international science and engineering discoveries through advances in computational science and high performance computing.

Continuing this legacy into the era of cyberinfrastructure, SDSC is a strategic resource to science, industry and academia, offering leadership in the areas of data management, grid computing, bioinformatics, geoinformatics, high-end computing as well as other science and engineering disciplines. The mission of SDSC is to extend the reach of scientific accomplishments by providing tools such as high-performance hardware technologies, integrative software technologies and deep inter-disciplinary expertise, to the community.

Saturday
FIRST Robotics Competition - teams from Mojave and Tehachapi
http://regional.sandiegorobotics.com/


The FIRST Robotics Competition is an exciting, multinational competition that teams professionals and young people together to solve an engineering design problem in an intense and competitive way. The competitions have all the action of a major sporting event, and the feel and attitude of a rock concert - complete with music and lighting effects… and it's FUN.

The FIRST Robotics Competition challenges teams of young people and their mentors to solve a common problem in a six-week timeframe using a standard "kit of parts" and a common set of rules. Teams build robots from the parts and enter them in a series of competitions designed by Dean Kamen, Dr. Woodie Flowers, and a committee of engineers and other professionals.

Leave San Diego by 3pm, return to Ridgecrest by 8pm.


March 11, 2007

boobs

How do I get into these conversations? We were all watching Apocolypse Now and the scene with the girls needing fuel came on. The guys were all like "wow, boobs!" to which I said:

"Boobs are overrated"

Without even skipping a beat, Billy responded

"You're only saying that because you HAVE them!"

bada-bing!

March 6, 2007

Virtual Reality, Virtual Relationships

Interesting thing, these virtual relationships. By relationship, I am not just referring to romance, although that can certainly be included. I've "met" lots of people online, in a variety of interfaces, from instant message, to myspace, to the metaverse of Second Life. Some are professional, some personal, some just passing by. I consider myself pretty tech saavy and I feel like I have a pretty good handle on how to "read" personality into the written word. It seems all to easy to let a relationship drop out of sight, much easier than in real life, because all you have to do is block a screen name, go invisible, or simply ignore messages. They don't walk into my office, into my house, into my life, do they? They are only as real as the words on the screen... but really, they are people on the other end of a connection somewhere. How is this different than a telephone call? From a written letter sent by post? (Do people do that anymore?). I've read many stories about how online connections have turned into real life friendships and romances, and I've had that experience myself, meeting some good friends that have become a part of life at the college. What ingredients need to be in the mix for a virtual connection to manifest itself in the physical world? Still thinking on that one...

March 5, 2007

well shoot

I really didn't want anyone to do anything today. I tend to downplay my birthday big time, for a bunch of reasons. I love to do stuff for other people on their birthdays because it's fun to make them feel special, but I feel very uncomfortable when the spotlight is turned my way. So I didn't say much leading up today. Darn them for figuring out stuff anyhow! My day started at work with lots of birthday hugs and a song. Before I even came to work I had several MySpace comments and email cards. Those continued to come in throughout the day. There was a facebook comment from a friend in TN. Kym sent me a text message. Then I got here to see a Happy Birthday banner across my office door and a couple of cards posted on the board. Josh and Michelle were sitting there waiting for me. Jackie came in later and brought me a beautiful vase of flowers. Robert called and sang to me because he wasn't going to be on campus today... and then he showed up about an hour later with a wonderful flower arrangement and a really nice card. A couple of folks have dropped in with birthday wishes. Tonight someone in SL is making big plans for a special event. He's been leading up to it for days now! I don't know if he knows it's my birthday, but I sort of suspect he does. It all makes me smile and feel good, but I'd still rather have the spotlight pointed elsewhere!

update 5pm: Around 12:45 Dan not so slyly asked me to come look at some new computers, and with his "cat ate the canary" grin, I pretty much knew something was up. I'm not as dumb as they think I am! I told him we didn't have any new computers, but he said they were the media arts ones and wouldn't take no for an answer. He led me back through the tech area and into room 722, where much to my surprise (ok, so I had an idea SOMETHING was up!), there were a bunch of people, balloons, cake, sandwiches, and soda! Silly people. I think Michelle was the instigator :) I had to blow out candles and everything. They all signed a card for me and Dominick even went down the hill to bring up a special birthday treat... Ben & Jerry's Fossil Fuel ice cream! Since I didn't have a freezer, we had to eat it all. I told them that I don't share my B&J with just any ol' normal people... but since none of them were normal, they could have at it :) They made me wear a princess crown (which I wore to my class btw), we took some pics, and a good time was had by all. What a bunch of goobers... but they are MY goobers :)

March 2, 2007

they miss me

Over the last few days I've gotten several communications from my Pepperdine peeps because I'm supposed to be down at CUE presenting today. They saw my name on the program and wanted to hook up. Then this afternoon, Paul called and wondered if everything was ok. Said that he was there with Pam and Cheryl, and they all wondered where I was. I told him why I decided to stay home this time and he promised to call me from the OMET gathering tonight and pass the phone around. God, I miss those guys :)

February 27, 2007

adreniline rush

This class makes me feel like a kid... I find myself getting all excited to start. The energy starts to flow, the excitement builds. It becomes something almost outside my control. It starts when I come up the stairs and see my students gathering, early for class, ready to get going. Early for class? How often do you get to teach something where they just can't wait to get started?

That turned me on and I started bouncing (literally) from my office to the classroom as we prep. I herded them all into the classroom and talked about the last project. I encouraged them to reach outside the boundaries of what is comfortable to them and explore what they aren't familiar with. I told them that now was the time, that this was the class, where it was ok to try things out and that they might actually surprise themselves with what they discover. Don't pigeonhole yourself!

When it was time to intro the new project, we gathered around the game board and I explained the challenge. As I went through the scenario, I could see the curiosity, the quizzical looks, the thoughts of "I wonder if..." coming across their faces. Questions started... "Can we...?" and "what if...?" and "well, you didn't say we couldn't, so how about...?". These are the "undefined parameters" as Frank so aptly called them. It's like being the ring master of a 24 ring circus! I broke them into 2 teams of 12 each and let them self organize into the four smaller groups. Each team came up with a name, appointed a Project Manager, a Wiki Wizard, and a Videographer. Once that was done, each team broke out the legos and got down to work. I loved walking around and listening to all of the conversations, knowing that some of those ideas just wouldn't work, but also knowing that the path to true learning lies in the process of discovery. I have no idea why it brings me such joy to be immersed in such an environment, but there is no place I would rather be than in the midst of this organized chaos!

One of the parts that I love most is the interaction between my old guys and the newbies, between current students and people from the community. Joe, Dominick, Bill, Alex, Michelle, Josh, all from last semester, come in on a regular basis to mingle with the noobs. Chuck, Steve, Stephen, and Erik are all people from the community that we met randomly who are proving to be valuable resources. Young teenagers in the class work together with lifelong learners who are decades older. The uber-geeky mentor the wanna-be geeky in a wonderful environment that encourages experimentation and exploration. It seems like every semester, the circle grows larger and I can see before me the community that Lave and Wenger described so well. The core group pulls those on the fringe into the fold, mentoring them and learning from them at the same time. It's a beautiful dance, and intereaction that supports creativity, learning, and probably just as important, friendship and fun. I think this is a perfect illustration of the true definition of a COP - Communities of practice are groups of people who share a concern or a passion for something they do and learn how to do it better as they interact regularly. These aren't just students... they are RoboGeeks and proud of it!

February 24, 2007

Geek Party

So on my way up the hill last night I get a call from Dan wanting to know if he can get the laptops from my office for a little project they are working on at his house. Sure I say. I trust Dan. He's a good guy. He actually reminds me a lot of Andy... gets that sheepish grin when he wants something that is hard to say no to. You know he's up to a little bit of mischief, but nothing to serious, so why not, right? lol. Gavin and I got back to the house around 8:30, gathered up a few things, and headed over to Dan's around 9. Dominick, Josh, Erik (the new guy... the linux guy), and Dan were all on machines working hard on trying to hack into a secure router (or "rooter" as Dan would say) on the table. Seriously, does it get any geekier than that? Breaking encryption codes, on machines booted with linux, just for kicks? As for me, I mostly played in Second Life and completely enjoyed observing the mental gymnastics that were taking place around me. I love being around people that you can see think, that have such passion and ethusiasm for the challenge of figuring something out, and that are able to have a great time doing it :)

February 12, 2007

Using Individual and Group Instant Messaging to Engage Students

Online Cl@ssroom, February 2007

Debby Kilburn, a computer science professor at Cero Coso Community College, has two compelling reasons for using instant messaging (IM) in her online courses. First, it’s an integral part of the content—she teaches an online version of introduction to computer information systems, and “learning about computers involves learning about instant messaging.” Second, it creates a sense of connection that, she says, improves student satisfaction and retention.

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February 2, 2007

Groundhog Day

Any excuse for a party, eh? Let's celebrate Groundhog Day! I really have no idea why we have so much fun, insane amounts of fun. There is no alcohol. We don't do drugs. There aren't usually any organized games or planned out activities. We just all gather together around some good food and laptops, play a little DDR, talk amongst ourselves, laugh so hard that sometimes there are tears, and enjoy the company of like-minded individuals. We challenge, we tease, we hug, we laugh. I supposed it isn't what we *do* as much as who we *are*. The synergy that surrounds this group is energizing and dynamic.


Kitchen Crew
Michelle
Steve and Alex
Purposeful Play
Robert and Chay
Go Guys!
Taking on Emilee
The Boys

February 1, 2007

coolio :)

No idea where she saw it, but Sue IMd me with this a little while ago:


Someone dropped off a copy of an article about online education today on my chair. I started skimming it and then broke out in a big smile...because you were the author Couldn't help but point out to everyone that I knew you when...

She said she'd send me a copy when she gets back to Minnesota :)

January 31, 2007

random encounters

Three semesters ago I taught a class with a 16 year old homeschool kid and a young Iraqi Army vet. Although they didn't know each other before the class, they become friends and hang out together.

Last semester a student who had been trying to take a class with me for several semesters finally got in and started hanging out with our group, becoming friends with many.

This semester, the three of them, having met under fairly random circumstances, now have classes together and support and encourage each other in their learning endeavors.

A catalyst...a force for bringing people together...the genesis of a community of learners...

to be continued (forever, I hope!)

January 21, 2007

creativity

I spent time last night messing around with the landscaping and figuring out how to edit different areas. I pulled out trees and shrubs, other things from my inventory, and tried them on for size. I read through some of the documentation to get ideas and thought about some of the areas I have been to that I really liked. This morning I even sketched out on paper how I think I want the landscape to look. I'm going for something very naturalized, very open, with large building spaces and private, intimate meeting spaces. Considering an underwater cave or two and a skybox on a cloud for my office (by invitation only).

I was talking with my new neighbor this morning and something dawned on me. I'm getting pretty excited about spending time in here and learning how to manipulate and program objects. I'm feeling creative and curious and wonder just what can be done. I told Dewey that I'm usually so busy helping my students express and fulfill their ideas that I hardly ever get time to do something on my own. One part of me wants to make this a collaborative effort, the design of the area, but another says, hey, this is my space to work with :) I don't care if they build, but I think I want to decide, for the most part, how the landscape will look. That will be my contribution to the project :)


Kilgore & Dewey @ the RoboRanch

Hammock

Park Benches

January 20, 2007

The RoboRanch

It's official, I'm an SL landowner, with about 3800 sq. m. of beach front property. I was in SL today wandering around, checking out a new sandbox area, when Dewey Jung came on and teleported over to where I was. He is an ed tech program director in Chicago. We started talking and it turns out that he is good friends with a Pepperdine classmate of mine, Edie, who lives in Chicago. What are the chances of meeting someone in Second Life that lives halfway across the country and knows someone I went to grad school with in Real Life?

We went over to his house and checked things out there. It was on a nicely landscaped residential island, no commercial building allowed. He told me about a parcel for sale on the other side so we went over there. It was a nice piece, right on the beach, with some nice houses nearby. It was also bordered by a river coming up from the ocean on one side. Dewey had to go, so Dom and I stayed around to check things out. We did a flyover of the whole island and then came back to the place for sale. I IMd the owner and he happened to be online at the time so he came over. After talking to him for a while (tons of questions!) I decided to go for it :)

Ten years ago, I took the plunge, registered a domain name (this one), and bought web server space so that I could let my students learn about the internet by being ON the internet. To me, this is the same sort of thing, another extension into the virtual world that will give them, and myself, something interesting to stretch our imaginations. I'm looking forward to seeing what we can come up with.

Welcome to the RoboRanch!

January 16, 2007

Don't they ever leave?

I walked into work this morning a few minutes late for a meeting to find several people hanging out around my office. Dan and Thane were there for the meeting. Michelle and Dominick were at the comptuer kiosk working on stuff with a few sets of legos nearby. Josh was around getting ready to work. Michelle said Robert had been around earlier and that he would stop by when he got done with some other things at the school.

After the usual flurry of activity getting set up, logged in, checking email, etc., I went into one of the classrooms with Dan and Thane to give them an overview of the 101 class. We met for about an hour and a half and I am sure their heads were ready to explode by the time they got out of there. I have a very full, well-developed class and I told them they could have anything I have. I shared with them my philosophy of teaching and how important I considered this class. Hopefully I was able to share my enthusiasm for teaching and the sense of adventure that I try to get my students to engage in as well.

We walked out of the classroom and headed back to my office. As I got closer I saw Joe and Alex there (didn't expect them to be around!) in addition to the others. After a little while Jackie came by with her mom and we all talked and played around for a while. Several of them got out the laptops and we all got into Second Life. Joe wanted to figure out how to build something (of course) and Alex finally created a character. He spent most of his time shooting everyone up with a paintball gun I gave him and later admitted that SL was "sort of fun". I got a couple of group shots on the steps of the tiki hut.

Somewhere in there Jon stopped by his office, having to pass through my groupies to get there. He popped his head in and joked with me about all of the students that were there, even though school hadn't started yet. I joked back (only half joking actually!) that I hadn't left the school since December 15th. He wanted to see where the wall bed pulled out of :)

Just like last semester, when it was time for me to go, I got a lot of groans and it took them a while to get them disengaged from SL long enough to put the laptops away. I'm looking forward to having the gang around again this semester, even though there is a real possibility that one of my best and brightest will be leaving for the semester to take on some army training, and that at the end of the semester another one of my guys will be moving to San Diego. The thought of that bring tears to my eyes, but I know it's part of the cycle. I know that there will be classes full of new students, some of whom we will bring into the fold and who will make us feel like they've always been a part of the group. This is the part of my job that I love the most... the community, the commraderie, the challenges :-)

January 13, 2007

photo-bug

It occurred to me that I love taking snapshots in Second Life as much as I do in Real Life. I even have a Flickr folder just for SL pics. How crazy is that?

I had fun today customizing my avatar with new hair and clothes. I don't consider myself the most artistically creative person in the world, but I do like playing with the different clothes and hair styles. I also love exploring new areas. Earlier in the day I had been to an island created by an Australian University and was able to talk to the owner before taking a tour pod that flew me over the main areas, describing what I was seeing. The owner of the island recommended a nice hair shop in SL so I did a little window shopping before selecting two new styles of flexi-prim hair. I spent some time in the Computer History Museum talking to Ken, a computational linguist who created the museum and will be teaching an AI class in SL. I headed over to his classroom space. Back on Malibu Island to try on the hair, I found Dom working on his rubric cub